[The Other Side of the Story]

Ok guys, I'm taking a break for couple of days....I'm off to KL this morning and Insya-Allah to Kuantan, Pahang this Sunday. I have something to update but later on....I'll be back most probably on Monday or Tuesday. Till we meet again....Tada....

Geramnya tengok Ulfah Nazurah....

Nike bag from my dearest hubby Sehelai t-shirt muslimah dari Adik @ Zubaydah Sepasang kain dari Kak Ina & Abang Mu'izz I got all these things as my birthday gift - before the actual birthday. Plus, I got sepasang kain baju kurung from my mum sebab tolong jaga adik-adik during my mum ikut my dad out-station. Thank you so much for the gifts. Furthermore, there is a birthday cake too. It is shared among three persons - Big Boss, Little Boss & Big Sis. Big Boss is my dad - his birthday was on the 20th January, Little Boss is my nephew, 'Ammar Faiz - his birthday was on the 8th January and Big Sis - of course myself la, hihihi.... Maya, macam budak-budak la suka show off....Lantak la, sekali-sekala jer nak jadi macam budak-budak....

Tak best la, kak chik dah balik KL hari nie....Kejap jer dia cuti, susah la bila nak jadi future doctor nie, tak banyak cuti & asyik ada exam jer....Tak banyak masa yang dapat kami spend dengan dia, pastu tup tup this coming May ni dia nak jadi milik orang dah. Kejap jer masa berlalu, semua dah besar panjang. Dah dua orang adikku berkahwin, kalau kak chik kawin nanti jadi tiga la yang dah berumahtangga. Tak sangka kak chik nak kawin tak lama lagi.... Dia siap pesan suruh kita yang pi jumpa Zarith Andaman (butik pengantin yang dia hire) untuk inform butik tue yang dia pilih nak buat baju pengantin baru. Senang hati la dia, main suruh kita yang pergi macam la kita yang nak kawin....

My hubby helped me on this - searching for a new template. It's a pressure thing to do because I need to change a lot of things from my previous template & organize it properly. I like this new template - I just like it. Hope that everyone will like this new template too...Thanks sayang....

Currently, I'm in the process of updating my blogspot template. So, it's kind of messy pages right now but insya-Allah, it will be better when it's ready.

I wanted this book but I couldn't find it in bookstores - I've searched for this book at Popular, MPH, Borders. To make it short, let me share some review & description about this book (taken again from amazon.co.uk). Product Description 'When I was a teenager, I thought you could get pregnant from sitting in a jacuzzi. Not that I'm sure I even knew what a jacuzzi was, but I knew they were racy places where racy things happened. Men, as far as I remember, didn't even have to be there. So long as they'd been in the water in some sort of excitable state, pregnancy was inevitable - even if you kept your pants on. You see pregnancy was that easy, that dangerous and it could ruin your life. Almost 20 years later and pregnancy could still ruin my life. Although now it is not the threat of what having a baby would do, but of not having a baby at all. I have been trying to get pregnant for two years and have not even come close to hearing the pitter-patter of tiny ...

The title for this entry is part of the book title that I'm reading now, besides two other books that I mentioned in my previous entry. Got this book yesterday, bought through amazon.co.uk. At first, I wanted to buy "The Stork Club" by Imogen Edwards-Jones and it is common for amazon.co.uk to suggest another book which is realated to the book that I intended to buy. Well, let me share some description of the book, taken from amazon.co.uk. Product Description This emotionally honest account of one woman's experience of unexplained infertility will strike an emotional cord with the one in six couples that experience fertility problems. The book will help to promote discussion between partners who are finding it difficult to name their feelings surrounding their own infertility. It will also prove invaluable for the friends, family, doctors and therapists of those couples; people who may have no idea of the depth and complexity of emotions surrounding the issue. "P...

Kenapa tetiba jer tajuk nie? Sebab skang nie, this is the famous topic being discussed among us - me & my other half. Dia skang suka tanya, nak apa untuk birthday. Time window shopping, kalau pegang handbag jer dia pun tanya: Nak ke? Kalau nak, abang belikan. Mmmm, biasa ler wife dia nie picky sikit, so nak brand yang "best" gitu so taknak la amik handbag Carlo Rino lagi since the previous one not so good in quality (memang ada hajat nak tukar handbag sebenarnya ;oD). Kalau ikutkan, my hubby nak belikan jam Swatch tapi memandangkan I told him that I'll not using the watch as frequent if I'm working, so dia pun tunda la hasrat murninya itu. I've send him my wish list through amazon.co.uk. John Grisham's new novel will launch soon - on the 22nd of January 2009. It is called "The Associate". Kalau nak tunggu available kat Malaysia, alamak kena la tunggu another 6-8 months lagi. Lambat la nak jual kat sini....Last time, "The Appeal" baru je...

Today is my dad's birthday. He turns 53 and still looks younger than his age except the grey hair (banyak sekali ma....). We send him an sms since he is currently out-station (kat Parkroyal Penang jer pun & he brings my mum there too). So we have to take care of my two younger siblings, Ashraf & Basyeerah for couple of days. My dad replied the sms, saying that we are the 5th persons. Dah jadi yang kelima? Sapa yang first? End cakap, of course la my mum (hihihihi). To dad: May Allah Bless you always, may all your wishes will come true. Thanks for being the great dad for us, thanks for supporting us.... P/s: Ayah dah belanja kami makan, pre-birthday dinner @ Black Canyon, AEON Seberang Prai City on 17/01/2009.

Weekdays terasa sunyi without 'Ammar. Uzma & Ulfah (my bro's kids) and Balqis (my sis's daughter)....Last nite, the three "little monsters" went back to their house. Balqis now at Kelate, ikut mama dia habiskan pantang kat sana.... Nakal2 the three "little monsters" pun, keletah diorang dirindui. Kakak (Uzma) yang suka gaduh dengan mak ngah dia (my mum said sebab muka kami sama, so tak sebulu la) tapi bila lepas mandi jer she will come to my room & asks for my perfumes (siap pilih ikut mood dia lagi nak pakai yang mana satu)....'Ammar yang asyik bangun awal2 pagi sebab nak main PS2, padahal kalau weekdays cukup liat nak dikejutkan bangun untuk ke sekolah. Ulfah yang comel & comot, tak reti duduk senyap. Yesterday, dia tumpahkan my mum punya shower bath yang baru, almost half of the bottle. Ingatkan dia tak pandai nak buka botol, tup tup dah tumpah atas lantai, patutlah dia senyap tetiba. We have no kids but we have four angels yang menghi...

One of my hobby is reading - novels, books, magazines etc. I love reading very much, as well as doing some creative works such as paper craft, cross-stitchs etc.... Talking about reading, currently I'm reading two things (besides my research articles & academic books- which are not that interesting) - a book & a novel at the same time, depending on my mood. Normally, I read before I fall asleep. I'm trying to finish off: Honk! If You're Malaysian by Lydia Teh Goodnight, Beautiful by Dorothy Koomson Happy reading to all.

The day before that, I got fever. Kesian kat Balqis Humayrah, mak ngah dia tak dapat tolong banyak sangat masa majlis aqiqahnya. Tetiba rasa tak larat sangat. 7 January 2009 (kumpulan Gigi dari Indonesia ada lagu tajuk "11 Januari"), we went to Hospital Kulim for the scheduled appointment. This time, I was lucky that Dr. Goh attended my case (he is one of the specialist - it is not easy to get the opportunity to have a consultation with him). He asked me: Macam mana? I told him that there was no heart beat. He asked me who said that? Finally, he confirmed that there was no heart activity although the baby is already in 10 weeks. He said: Nak buat macam mana, belum ada rezeki lagi kali ini. Cuba lagi. He asked me to be admitted immediately (I'm ready that time, I brought everything that I need to be admitted again to Ward 10).... Some of the nurses in Ward 10 recognized me, because I was admitted to the same ward (different bed) last October. They said: Takpe, next time. A...

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika Berada di tempatku Membayangkan pahit manis berlalu Entah siapa yang tahu Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan Berdepan dengan kata menyesakkan Takkan tugumu kebal Tiada pertimbangan (Korus) Keheningan malam membangunkan Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan Andai kau jujur memahami Tiadaku menjauhi Dan kisahku yang masih panjang Menambahkan berat yang memandang Lantas ku pendam Ku putuskan biarlah rahsia (Bridge) Semakin aku hidup dalam cinta Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya Hentikan kata-kata Bertulangkan dusta (Ulang korus) Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika Minat kat lagu nie sebab liriknya....Penyanyi lagu nie of course la Siti Nurhaliza (I'm not her die hard fan, minat dengar lagu dia jer)....

Million thanks to everyone yang bagi comment kat my previous entry.... Fida: Mesti awak lagi tabah, dah hadapi benda nie twice....Tapi orang macam kita tak boleh putus asa kan? So, we must pray & work harder....Aja aja fighting (macam dalam drama Korea, Full House).... Kak Thasa: Congratulation on the arrival of Majdah Fareeha (01.01.2009)....Hope that she brings more joy & happiness to Kak Thasa & hubby.... Aini: Thanks for your support....Dengar cerita dah ada "isi"? Hope that everything will be fine then.... Kak Amy: Doa2kan buat kami, insya-Allah ada rezeki untuk kami lagi nanti.... Anonymous: Maya doakan akak jugak akan dikurniakan anak, insya-Allah.... From the bottom of my heart....thank you so much....

We've been trying for the past 3 and half years to have a kid. We've gone through several treatments, myself also undergone a minor surgery called 'laparoscopic surgery'. Alhamdulillah, for the first time in my life the UPT shows a positive sign and it was on the very early morning of the 5th of December 2008. My hubby was very happy at that time. We went to a clinic to confirm the pregnancy (scan) and yes, I'm pregnant. The follow-up appointment with specialist was scheduled on the 17th of December 2008. At that time, the baby was fine & it was already 6 weeks. The doctor asked me to come & scan the baby again on the following week, because he needs to check & confirm on my baby heart beat. And 24th of December 2008 was a nightmare for us. The baby heart beat cannot be detected and the doctor felt that this is abnormal. I've been given two options at that time: to do D&C - abort the baby or another two weeks time to rescan & see how's it...

Ini kerja my hubby....buruk juga rupaku kalau terlelap kan? This photo was taken on Aidiladha....