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We've been trying....

We've been trying for the past 3 and half years to have a kid. We've gone through several treatments, myself also undergone a minor surgery called 'laparoscopic surgery'. Alhamdulillah, for the first time in my life the UPT shows a positive sign and it was on the very early morning of the 5th of December 2008. My hubby was very happy at that time. We went to a clinic to confirm the pregnancy (scan) and yes, I'm pregnant.

The follow-up appointment with specialist was scheduled on the 17th of December 2008. At that time, the baby was fine & it was already 6 weeks. The doctor asked me to come & scan the baby again on the following week, because he needs to check & confirm on my baby heart beat.

And 24th of December 2008 was a nightmare for us. The baby heart beat cannot be detected and the doctor felt that this is abnormal. I've been given two options at that time: to do D&C - abort the baby or another two weeks time to rescan & see how's it going. Since my hubby was not with me during the consultation, I chose the second option - to give a chance to our baby.

We had a long discussions with my mum, my grandma & close relatives of us....We tried every "petua" & pray for the best. At first, it was hard for me, for us to accept this situation but after several thoughts, it will be more difficult if the baby is not well after that. So, kami pasrah & tidak menaruh harapan yang tinggi for this pregnancy. Sedih sikit2 tue masih ada la, maklum la tengok orang lain macam senang jer nak timang anak tapi laluan kami tak macam tue. Tapi kak Zalifah ada pesan, orang yang selalu diduga nie Allah sayang sebenarnya. So kena kuat semangat & jangan putus asa....

We went to seek for second opinion on the first day of 2009. The other specialist said the same thing, there was no heart beat & the baby is not well. The reason for this to happened vary, it could be anything and 20-25% of pregnancy will end up like this. So, we can accept the fact that I need to do D&C which is scheduled on the 7th of January 2009.

Please pray for me....Million thanks to my mum for the advice, to all my friend yang tak putus2 bagi semangat & percaya yang akan ada lagi peluang lepas nie....Thanks everyone for the prayers and support....

p/s: Kak Amy, this is the reason....



Comments

Anonymous said…
maya, kuatkan hati... akak paham perasaan maya...akak sendiri pon teramat teringin punya anak. usaha lagi ya maya...insyaAllah di kurniakan Allah

take care
lov u :)
Anonymous said…
hi maya...sabar la ek...i've gone thru the same experience twice...insyaallah...kalau ada rezeki,tak ke mana...kan?pray harder k...
Anonymous said…
Salam Maya..

Akak tahu Maya seorang yang tabah & kuat. Stay strong ok.Akak doakan yang terbaik buat Maya & keluarga.

Luv,
Kak Thasa
Anonymous said…
Salam Maya,

Tabahkan hati..insyaAllah peluang masih ada nnt...Allah tau apa yg terbaik buat hambaNya...

May Allah bless u & ur family...
Anonymous said…
salam maya,
akak paham perasaan maya.. insyaAllah maya akan tabah dan bertambah kuat hadapi rintangan.
insyAllah, mungkin ada lagi peluang di masa depan.
maya take care ya..
stay strong
nanti2 kita jumpa ok...
-kak ami-

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