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Tuhan Jagakan Dia

Last week, before start puasa, aku bercuti awal dan balik ke Kulim terlebih dulu, then baru my other half menyusul. So aku balik naik flight, together with my dad yang kebetulan datang out-station. Reason bercuti awal? Aku ada appointment kat Klinik Pakar 1, Hospital Kulim setelah 3.5 tahun menyepi dari diaorang. Boleh? Siap kena bebel dengan HO, bukan MO. Ada la reason aku menyepi, takkan semua aku nak bagitau Dr. kan? Biarlah rahsia, ewah....

Pastu, setelah diberi ubat yang selayaknya, aku pun balik la. Then seperti biasa, aku kan kaki report kat my other half? Kalau boleh, secepat mungkin aku akan cerita apa yang berlaku. Sedih memang la sedih, yer la kalau korang duduk kat tempat aku apa korang rasa kalau orang lain pandang rendah sebab belum ada cahaya mata? Penat nak menjawab tau, especially orang akan tuding jari kat kita yang perempuan. 

Then bila online, check FB, my other half post lagu ni (Tuhan Jagakan Dia) kat wall aku. Rasa nak nanges giler, sebab dah la tengah berjauhan dengan dia. Biasa apa-apa, dia dulu yang aku hug....Aku kan memang "gembeng" bak kata mak aku ;-D

Hanya dirimu yang kucinta
Takkan membuat aku jatuh cinta lagi
Aku merasa kau yang terbaik untuk diriku
Walau ku tahu kau tak sempurna
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadamu
Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku 'kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Walau ku tahu kau tak sempurna
Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu
Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadamu
Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku 'kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku 'kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia
Dia kekasihku 'kan tetap milikku
Aku sungguh mencintai
Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku




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